DESEASED MIND OR HOLY?

As a writer, if all you wrote came true
would you cease to write sad stories?
angry stories?
passionate stories?
would you stop writing for good?

or would you only write happy endings?
happy things?
would you only write positive things so then only positive things would come alive?

I want to cease to write
but at times I have no control of my hands
its as if they have a brain of their own...

writing stories that many can relate to
somehow they buy them and
it makes me think

did I write a true story or did it become alive because I wrote it...

The theory of chaos has began
and it's all within me

because I asked to lose a leg before I die of love
I am losing my leg

I found my self burning my poetry in a pit of fire
sad
not knowing if I am supernatural or supernatural

to some, i belong inside a straight jacket...

should I cut my hands and cease to write?

Sometimes I suspend the body from the soul
so I can see from the outside

but there is nothing there...no one exists from the outside

so in order to see again I must come inside

So then I wonder

all these people that exist
only exist within me

some say I am a genious
some an idiot

and some only a pretty face
with foolish choices

how do you devide three from the other
and should I oppress those within me?
Wish I could meet a wise one
one to help me understand

and I think of you
is it love or just the eagerness to be right?
because you want to be the one with the power over me
and make me the loser and the fool?

If it was not for my commitment to the God of Art
I would cease to exist...

So take my leg
and let me live...

as some mayans sacrificed blood...I sacrifice my leg and some...

even when you see me..I am not a close reflection of what is within...so do not ask questions only if you are a wise one...

somehow I have stars for the roles of all my stories...

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